Tuesday, October 27, 2009

2nd day-28/10/2009

After a long day,finally can write my blog...
Recently alot friend asking me "huh?you still single?" or "huh?you single again?"...Is that weird i become single?Do you think i wish to become single....??
What is single?For my own opinion,Single=Lonely
I don't like single,i hate to be so lonely.I've been about five years never be single le.I don't like nobody beside me when i need,i need bf courage me and concern me...Cos bf concern and courage will give me a boost to my life(thats wad i think last time,but not now)..
After half year and ten day past,I'm still miss "him"...maybe for my friend view,I'm stupid and cheap cos he treat me like that i still miss "him" and even looking forward to see "him" on the road or somewhere else.
"Him"-183cm,nice body build,normal looking,well educated and good family backgraound.
"Him"-smart,caring but sometime abit selfish,love himself more than me and mama boi.
"Him"-diver,car drifter,boi scout commandar.Sounds very "sunny boi's",but weak fuck=easy to get sick
"Him"-the most handsum ex-bf that i ever have before,very gentleman to gal so very attractiveness,very smart and good in talking so very charming.
All I've sae sounds that he was so good.BUT,story never be smooth all the way...man are always like that when you never belongs to him,he will treat u very nice,wadever you sae and do he sure will accept and promise.BUT,after a period of time..the tail finally come out.
We met at Tioman on 2008 Hari Raya,the day before we are stranger.If i change my holiday vacation or he never go volunteer work,maybe we won't be met up...
~to be continued~

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